You know those butterflies in the stomach? You know, those you feel when you're anxious or excited or nervous or when you see that one person who makes you feel things? Well, thanks to the world wide web and the joy of reading trivia that might be beneficial someday, I found out that those are actually called collywobbles. What an interesting name, huh.
I had a huge attack of the collywobbles today. In a good way.
This is going to sound weird, but here goes. I am so happy that it's almost hard to believe it.
I am generally a happy person who chooses to see the best in every thing, so what am I doing thinking this way?
I don't know. Maybe because I'm scared that one day all this will go : poof : and I will be left with nothing again?
No one knows. All I know is that I may be scared - we're all scared - but I'm still willing to go and jump all the way in. I've been captured, folks. Hook, line, and sinker. If I crash and burn, so be it. Knowing that I was undeniably happy for a period of time is enough.
I'm also going to keep memories of tonight in little pockets of joy in my heart so that I have something to look back to when bad days come.
|I have too much Sadness... NOT.|
Here is this week's Currently!
CURRENTLY Vol. 47
Still Welcome to Night Vale and Big Magic. I swear I need to relearn how to read a little faster. My Goodreads Reading Challenge backlogs have already piled up and there's no way I can finish everything before the end of December.
My Christmas wishlist. ^_^
One Direction. I regret not going to their concert when they went here.
Why I overthink.
Loved up. ^_^ ♥
The smells, the sounds, the colors, the food! Christmas is almost here!
For Saturday to come already as I have special plans with my friends.
To sort out stuff for Bloggers United 10, happening at the World Trade Center on December 6! I hope you can drop by!
Everything turns out okay.
Do you have the tendency to overthink also? Why? What do you do to avoid it? Do you even try to avoid it? Why? Why not?
These are the questions that make me stay up all night. How are you? I hope you're taking care of your heart. ♥